cruelty is the new royalty huh?

this is so frustrating if you ask me now. i lost another one of my furball family.. just last saturday. i didn't see it coming that's one. or i'd wish him goodbye properly, rather than rushing of to idle in school-the tedium in school was inexplicable...i know how bk-ians who were present felt..

how can i buy back time now that i've ruefully ignore Cody in the morning? its as though he knew it was time. he whined at me while watching me walk away without so much a smile back at him. i've truly wasted my only chance. if i've known from the start, i would rather stay at home-i'd take whatever markah penalty- to spend the vestiges of time left with him still around and maybe accompany him through the last few minutes before letting him off in a centre, Subang.

life's so unjust but i don't blame my parents for the haste decision they make. it's the right thing to do now that our property is only allowed two dogs and no more than that.

i love you, C. i hope someone else who loves you as much come along as soon as possible and give you a better life you totally deserve. i'm sorry.., but it could have been a better farewell if i knew what is in store for you..

:.poodles