i hate imposters. really, i do. even friends under the hood of a imposter.

don't deny it. you don't always favour your friend... not matter how close, good or just friends you are. there'll be a time where you just can't keep a straight face but to intentionally snap at him/her. right. intentionally. not the other way round.

in this post, let the subject be him/her.
if you didn't get it earlier..

(if you are confirmed being too dense to understand me yet again, i'm sorry but you are freaking t**t )



its the end of the year and what do you get? exams. exams. exams. yes, sickening i know...

and this week of school is the results hunt. and for all the hunters, i'd say they are, in nature, 'good' at their little game. they'd hunt for the extra credits to get better than the good results they already have. maybe a bit here and there and voila! a hell lot better than the previous. come on. thought exams are meant to see where you stand... guess the credits can't be taken in consideration when it comes to grading students in school now. those hunters are no other than cheats.

he/she was so intrigued by his/her single-player game (or not) that he/she failed to sense the change in the surroundings(or he/she chose to ignore). i mean, why is it imperative to go and look for an extra mark? the case is that if you are on the edge of turning that crappy test to an upgrade by 1 or 2 mark/s, it does make sense to go ahead and beg pitifully for it... but in the case where you get a strong A, (80-89), why push your luck and your pride for 3 whole marks just to get to an A+ (90-100)?? you just provoke more people talking about it, about you, about it AND you.

jeez....then its no longer your effort but your devious words resulting in those scores..

and yes. maybe it does help to place you on a higher step on the ladder in a pure science class. but i want to say this yet and again;

its not what you have studied for but BEGGED for. (maybe not beg, but to me, its the same literal meaning)


in plain words, hunters are cheaters, cheaters are imposters, and imposters are friends.(it only applies for certain time and conditions. depends on what you're dealing with) they are just not flagrant to be notice until you have the one friend who is impossibly the high ranked player, playing the game in front of you.

too bad for a relatively smart a**


:.the above is an irrelevant rant of one and only one mind.
and the subject is the one and only one intended.
it does not apply to all the haters in the world.
okay?

another fairy tale

you might think i'm some wanna be and know wat? bbq the crap out of you.
i know some people reads blogs of others then condemn them in any way possible if they don't like what they've just seen. i don't need anyone to agree with me.. i, myself, meself is more than enough. contradict yourself, just don't push the limits with me. besides, your thoughts are so trivial and insignificant,its unbearable!!

this is my post
this is how i want it
this is none of your business
AND
this is how you're going to take it all in.


picture twilight character bella and edward.
she's sleeping, he's watching her sleep. familiar?
then he start to droop and then finally fell asleep too. :) out of the current topic already..

her dad calls,and her younger sister picks it up.
she said something unclear about her sleeping peacefully sister
poor daddy couldn't think of any other than the forbidden deed
the next thing i know, i was on the phone with my dad threatening over the line.
jeez...chill papito..

crap you mini me!!


i'll have a hell lot of 'fun' tonight when dad comes home.
THANK YOU SO MUCH!! I LOVE YA!!


i didn't know edward could ever got caught..
besides, you didn't see it coming too i'm sure

c:

yea..i know..some wanna-be right?
i think you think those thoughts wrong donkey!


~if you would just pardon my hostility for today. thank you~

to my furball; 18/9/09 9:47 a.m.


i know this moment is near... there's no way around it... who can cheat death?
but still, its too sudden..
maybe i did overlook some points and at that moment choose not to bother..
its the one week where there's so many important days.. but this will the one day i'd never forget.

max, please forgive me for saying this a moment too late..

i love you...

i'm sorry i didn't had the chance to see you off sooner...could have done more for you before this..


for now,max,i see you off infinitely above.
bye max

i'll whip your butts!!

ATTENTION!!



to my lovely juniors, please bring your promised junk foods and gas drinks(if got) to school on saturday or i really would have your butts kicked. please make it a nice day for me and not a stressful one. :) your help is put to goodness and appreciated.

option 1#

you bring=you relief=i can wrap=i c:=you c: also


on the other side,


option 2#

you don't bring=you feel scared+guilty+want to go play hide-n-seek forever=i can't wrap=i :<=when i get you, you.are.dead!!=you dead, i muahaha.


see?
which do you think is a better option, hmm??

zhong zhi, you BRING IT LA. ~refer to 1st option to see the predicted effects.

lets get the bomb target!!

its been a long time since i've bombed someone... oooo yea...
can you smell the acid rain coming? steel umbrellas on the ready!

okay, its what i call the intuitive me and lets assume i'm right all the way.

i've notice there's a x chromosome in class which-well,-seem to be attracted to my y chromosome. i'm amused by it more than that of feeling irritated or insecure because of course,i'm not. xp

she's pretty in way too...just too amoi looking. following me so far? good. she seems nice and i've heard from my friend that she not so bad either. on the outside. plus, at least she can read the whole twilight saga and no, not the chinese version although quite surprisingly, she's from a 24/7 talking chinese school. 'cool'. *clap clap* :D

but i have one advise for you darling, you are so not transparent. i can see you crystal clear-every furtive glance, flick of your super straight hair, every bat of your non existent eyelashes-like me-its like pasting tomato sauce beard all over your pretty face.

and to add my dear readers, fyi, the class for that night is always North pole bl**dy freezing cold. last week guess what kind of attire she choose to parade? guess? GUESS? G.U.E.S.S??!!

a FREAKIN, SLUTTY halter back, bright yellow - if i may - and extremely panty-like red short pants. my f*ucking Kei-kun! (not that my Kei can uh-hmm. its a teddy bear)

jeez... like that's not enough flesh exposed.. hee...wonder if she did have any booty calls that night..mmm...4 words slut. ~don't want to care.

anywho, my guess you know what she's trying to do here right? if i can and may.

LOL

she like trying in vain to catch the eye of a child who's watching a bunch of assorted candies. :)
you can really see her desperation that day :D too cold? LOL

my my... you won't get far.

p.s: she's got a rather queer label...sounds like the crispy kuih eaten with bah kut teh... but lets not let me be any more rude shall we? xD

anyway, thats all about the bomb target today..


tata now

she's guilty

this is so freakin pissing me. that rat thief must have seen this blog. know why such theory?
know why?

there was a freakin old model scientific calculator casio fx-570ms under my desk monday morning-the next following week. guilty as charge you miserable rat!!!

@#$%*&^&*$#@#$%)(*&^$#@#!!!!!!!!!!

anywho..i'm so done with you. but watch your back darling and never drop your vigilance or you would be sorry for crossing my path.

I HATE YOU BIATCH!!

you just wait till the day i get my hands on you.

i'll hunt you down theif!!!

this is directed to all the theives in smk(p)bk

not that i'm condemning my school...
but of all the bloody rat thieves,

you...i'll will and i swear you will be curse for all your measly life.


f*cking biatch!!! @$%&@#$%^&!#@$*!!

Give me back the calculator!!!

i'll do you a favour okay?

give my calculator back and i won't say who are you
because i won't know who the pit bottom of hell are you.
just put it back on my desk. just that.
no harm done.
this is the best i can offer..by not exposing you off untill you lose you water face



which i think you're not going to be cooperative after you see this
and which is 0.02% you read this.

but whatever... all students of 1 Efisyen in smk(p)bk is my top listed suspect.


fugly f*cking biatch thief!!!!! @#$$@*&^$#@&^@#!!!!!!!!!!!

my story for today

yes



my story for today might be a bit acidic but its just the way i want to put it and i'm not stopping to think of anyone's feelings while reading this post. if you're smart, navigate away now. but if you insist to read on.. go ahead. but 1st warning though. don't expect a solid apology from me. consider yourself being told off then never. (and no. i don't mean you readers who even bother to read this. its about a few people in this mess. i hope you don't judge me too...severely)





so here we go,











there's still time to turn back now..

























fine. suit yourself.





should have known this would come at this period of time. typical, if you ask me. it have to happen when i don't need the distraction but here it is. all the same. as all of us know, exams are next week and we all don't want to be aggravated or provoke by some trivial dramas.don't deny it. and helllooo? same here!



first thing first:
# this incident happen by chance (i think)
# God may be testing me at the wrong time for me, right time for God
# i can't blame God so i'm blaming someone else who is directly connected to this
# why the choice of people??
# back to second, its God's choice. it can't seem to be help
# argh!!
# let the y chromosome be Edward and the x chromosome be... Jessica!! (lets not involve Rose. Rose is impossible to be compared with. :) my reverie is catching up i know. moving along..)



edward and i initially had a peaceful day. but i can't see the future and of course i don't see 'it' coming. its add maths lesson and the class is beyond bedlam plus not enough seats for some people to sit in their usual place. (way back. fyi) so the man in charge sits Jess next to Edward. wrong choice. a little awkward but can't say for the side of jess.. elated? guilty? hard to say. edward...ain't comfortable and for me, !@$%^%$#@#$%^&$#@#

to put it in easier sentence just so you guys don't get me wrong, i absolutely HATE sharing.

but at least jess didn't try to chit chat with me throughout the lesson. i think she can feel the menace settling around her. good. if she decided otherwise, hmph!!!!


and just so you know, jess is my friend but its been a while. i guess both of us can't be bother to even ask 'how are things?'. its that bad i know, but i have lesser respect for people in private schools but not that i don't respect them at all.. if they are nice people, i'd be nice but for those snooty ones, like i would give a damn. come on, education is the same in this country. its just the matter of speed and how you want to perform. and to be honest, government schools are heaps more fun and lively than trying to keep up with the riches.


and to put it so, i did ignore jess and sadly.. edward too but it did me good though. i had fun solving questions and even more delirious when i get the correct answers.. ignore me.


clearing up:
jess used to like edward but we don't know about now. so, there goes why i said i can't say on the behalf of jess.

and i'm so not B---- ok? where are you getting at huh?? its just that this situation is so alike to the story and there's no other way for me to describe it.



and jess?


@#$%^&^%$#$%^&*&^%$#$%^&*^%$#$%^#!!!!!

its coming!!

mid year examinations are coming!!!!

how now??!! how?? HOW??!!! i haven't start reading my history, biology, moral, sivik, pjk and...and.... argh!!!
i don't know what to do now...

oh..

i know!!!


brilliant me!! xp *clap clap*

*open the window* mmmm mmm!!! feel the breeze...soothing for the last minutes of my life.

since i've come this far, i've got to say:

its nice to live for 16 years as 'kids' but unfortunately not enough to enjoy being an adult. suppose i decided to end my life now.. but whatever. thank you people who know me throughout my entire life up until now (though i think you wouldn't admit that you knew me after reading this :) you guys really spice it up or for some cases, add acid to it but i guess that reflects who you are. decent or horrible right? yup. definitely right.

enough said.



so long s***ers!! (and no. its not you f.y.i. its just a reflex when you're momentarily insane)







p.s if you think i really would take my life away so easily, you're dead wrong.



and for all the silly donkeys in my life, here's a reminder for you.

you haven't seen anything yet biatch but i've seen fugly donkeys like you fo shizzle


$#@#$%^*%$##!@#$#$%$#%*%$@!@@##$#@!@#$!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Special A !!!

Special A !!!! mine mine mine memememememememe mine!!!


!@#$%^&*()_)(*&^%$#$%^^%$#$%^&*(*&*(*&^%$$%^&^%^&!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:D :p :)


i know i'm acting a bit eccentric but - !@#$%^&&^%$#@@#$%^!!

i've been waiting for this moment when i saw it in Popular. at bargain price too! RM29.90
which made it possible for me to buy it on my own and without my parents knowing. they do not need to know about the fact yet but i promise readers, i didn't past on any half information about it nor did i lied about it. my parents won't come to know about it from here because, obviously, they don't surf the net that much. and this is no site they'd come to... so shhh...

i appreciate that...

i know this post seems to be out of place but be a sport and celebrate with me ya?

cos' i really wanted this dvd for some time now..



anyway, xP

love it always




tata now

mamak

i knew this wouldn't turn out to be what i anticipated. but still, i'm stubborn enough to ignore that i will not have anything to do but idle there. its not that i'm saying derogating things about those present-its not their fault that i'm being belligerent-but i'm having self-pity, for myself. obviously.

its not too late to navigate off to a more blissful blog. this post might twist to something repulsive. (or maybe not)



get ready then.. (i assume people continue reading this ignored me.)








okay, there's not much to elaborate from the short 2 1/2 hours there but adequate to drive me insane and dull. but first, lao gong if you're reading this, this post is everything and everything EX-cluding you..so don't get me wrong. my bom target here is no other than my oblivious sister.

maybe its just that the group is a little younger than me and a few of them my age-just not intimate enough to join the banter. i don't want to interfere with the kiddos' banter nor do i want to mingle with my i know u , u know me friends.. don't get me wrong ( for the 2nd time) they're nice people but i'm much comfortable with my usual mates. who doesn't? so what does that leave
me? mostly i stare out to space..i know when i stare towards people but not exactly looking at them- maybe to the scenery behind them?- they'd fidget until i look away... i'm sorry if i did offended anyone but...i can't help it. take that as apology or forget it. you're not getting a better one from me.




BUT.



there are happenings that i can't help but to respond. laugh.

i remember this the most - che ryl held the small container of two golden fishes (about 1.5 cm in length each) close to gladys's face while she continued to talk to vanessa. ( did i spell it right?) oblivious, i say. this is when it happened : che ryl beckoned gladys and she turned a little too abruptly only to jump back when she saw the icky fishes. :D :p are the fishes so repulsive?? :p


i can't remember anything else other than that though..

peace, dear readers.

my dear sister, ARGH!! inexplicable!!



i know i'm being petulant but- arghh!!!!


tata now.. i don't need another thing to end up broken.

don't hold your breath for the next posting.

finally.. its mine :p

last saturday was the day i lose something..
but in life, you lose some and you win some.

here's how the day goes: (fyi: the day is continuos from the post below)

my painful experience that i'm utterly unaware to at the moment, left
the house,reach the school, yada yada with friends.(going jj for shopping spree! :) made a few friends from other branches, come home (still did't not notice the absence of the mischievous furball), lunch and-okies,here goes nothing- bath dog time!!

this is when it all happen at the same time. ??? Cody? did he got loose? MUM!! whe--blah blah blah *glass heart breaks* *sobs*

hehe :) i know this is inappropriate but this accelerated story is hilarious.

got ready for the outing. reach jj and waited for two princesses.. bought mummy (mei fen, my non biological mum) 3 pairs of earings and a simple silver bracelet for her up coming 16th buttday.. and the whole time, my annoying friends (don't mean that literally) ask this," what you want?" like i know what to tell them. come on! so here are the suggestions i gave:

1) a black nightgown from a lingerie shop(they really did almost walk into the shop)
2) a pair of polka dot (pink. if i may) bra
3) high heels (chia's idea;think she's lonely being the only tall-y(fake though)
4) Special A anime dvd (really wanted this)

but i didn't get any of those especially the 4th.. better yet(or not)
thanks to Sim- remember this name y'all she suggested Breaking Dawn.hehe :)
and so the most precious present i've ever receive from my friends.

just want to put this out : thank you thank you thank you tnahk yuo tnak yu th u ....!!

cruelty is the new royalty huh?

this is so frustrating if you ask me now. i lost another one of my furball family.. just last saturday. i didn't see it coming that's one. or i'd wish him goodbye properly, rather than rushing of to idle in school-the tedium in school was inexplicable...i know how bk-ians who were present felt..

how can i buy back time now that i've ruefully ignore Cody in the morning? its as though he knew it was time. he whined at me while watching me walk away without so much a smile back at him. i've truly wasted my only chance. if i've known from the start, i would rather stay at home-i'd take whatever markah penalty- to spend the vestiges of time left with him still around and maybe accompany him through the last few minutes before letting him off in a centre, Subang.

life's so unjust but i don't blame my parents for the haste decision they make. it's the right thing to do now that our property is only allowed two dogs and no more than that.

i love you, C. i hope someone else who loves you as much come along as soon as possible and give you a better life you totally deserve. i'm sorry.., but it could have been a better farewell if i knew what is in store for you..

:.poodles

in a while gator

to Miki my pretty doggie, i'm so sorry but i was left with no other choice. i have to do it. i feel like a murderer in a way but sooner or later this would happen too.. it is so impossible to avoid the inevitable.

i'm so sorry it's got to be you for the 1st to go... i really hope you understand the means of our action-namely me. i miss you too...

it is too cruel for me to leave you alone in the bleak world but the choice isn't mine.. i'm truly sorry Miki..but please don't haunt or hunt me down went you're bless to finally meet Heaven's gates.. i love you always..though you're pretty annoying for something so small in size..

"later crocodile, in a while gator"

:. poodles

elusive

life sucks now. know why? obviously, everything sucks to the pitt bottom of hell.

this is not a secret to share otherwise it will not posted here that says at the top-all for the world to know. so here goes nothing..
but 1st, i honestly forgot that i have a blog. xp so don't hold your breath for the next post. u might die of insufficient o2. that is if you're still interested to read what my craps have got to say anyway...

(1) don't know about you readers but i felt disoriented lately..the feeling of hoping something is true like the way you want it but then you find out it's totally the other round is getting more unbearable for me... i HATE it!!! arg!!! ROAR!!!!!!!!!! honestly i don't know what are my feelings trying to imply but its implictly confusing. w.t.f??!!! okay...no juicy details here if you're wondering what i'm talking about..but its all for now.sorry... can't elaborate much or i'll jeopardise my water face (pn. ziela : air muka)

(2)i'm trying to do something where no one has a clue yet-excluding my shared DNA member (not sure what she knows..but don't pressure her. u might end up sending a half crazed body back to my house). the frustrating thing here is that i'm stuck and i barely started with it. no solid and convincing ideas and i'm not widely expose to certain things. trying to work on it but i'm a bit slipping in studies..so no can do. for now.. don't know when is this going to end. i need support from friends though...for this thing i'm trying to pursue..and to complicate things more, i can't tell the glory details of what this crap i'm talking about.. *sob* :(

(3)i'm falling for the sky to the earth. about 2 more weeks to setara 2 and guess what? accounts base not really rigid. how on earth am i going to answer the test??!!! my fault also..but gambateh!!! to my friends who are going to sit for the test. not that you guys need it more than i do..at least you guys know what to do and how to.. me? naaaa daaa.. help me para lao gongs and sister-in-laws!!!! wuhuhuhu!!!!

thats all for now...and this is only the simplified version of my like sucks list.
i really hope i don't add anything thing else to this..wish me luck

toodles

tag

This is really cool.. You should really try this out and you may end up laughing :D

Here goes!

Enjoy!

Rules1. Put your iPod on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 5 friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you stole it from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
"sexy can i"Ray J ft YungBerg (ooo yeah xD)

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
"I'm yours" Jason Mraz (i belong to anybody...is that what it means?)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A Girl/Boy?
" stolen " Jay Sean (whoever i stole from someone else?? i'm evil...muahaha)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
"your love is a lie" Simple Plan (besides getting cheated all the time??)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
"forever" Chris Brown (suffer forever...argh!!)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
"with love" Hilary Duff (i'm lovable :)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
"xiao wu gui (little turtle)" Nicholas Teo (turtle=pets..so, my doggies?)

WHAT IS 2+2?
"Me and You" Cassie Ventura (coincidence huh?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
"hot n cold" Katy Perry (one moment this then that??)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
"Apologize" Timbaland ft One Repulic (i'm innocent!!)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
"What about now" Chris Daughtry (yea..present is more important..shapes the future neh)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
"Tears from Polaris" Smiling pasta soundtrack (cos i can't own it?)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
"Because of you" Ne-Yo (yala...all because of me)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
"there's nothing" Sean Kingston ft D.E.Y (yuppy!! happy happy!!)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
"don't stop the music" Rihanna (wtf...stop dancing!!)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
"don't stop the music" Rihanna (??? can repeat ka? o.obtw,yea...don't stop music..lovy musicy)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
"Same girl"R.Kelly ft Usher (??? no comment)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
"bye bye" Mariah Carey *sob*

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
"best in me" Blue (i'm useless...sniff)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
"4 minutes" Madonna ft Justin Timberlake (fast death i guess)

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
''if i let you go" Westlife (hell yea)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
"is it you" Cassie Ventura (uh huh...u're the joker)

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
"inconsolable" Backsteert Boys ('baby, i don't wanna waste another day'...) sweet! :)

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
"he said she said" Ashley Tisdale (fight...)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
"now you know" Hilary Duff (since you know why ask?)

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
"one step at a time" Jordin Sparks (no need to rush)

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
"hate that i love you" Rihanna ft Ne-Yo (erm...agree agree)

WHAT WILL BE YOUR FIRST WORDS TO YOUR FAV ACTER/ACTRESS?
"everything" Michael Buble (merepek...-.-)

WHAT WILL YOU SAY TO YOUR EX? (bf,gf,crush, watever)
"ride for you" Danity Kane (no no no!!!)

WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO NOW?
"too little too late" JoJo




WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
"be good to me" Ashley Tisdale

Tag:
u, you,You and YOU!!!