my story for today

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my story for today might be a bit acidic but its just the way i want to put it and i'm not stopping to think of anyone's feelings while reading this post. if you're smart, navigate away now. but if you insist to read on.. go ahead. but 1st warning though. don't expect a solid apology from me. consider yourself being told off then never. (and no. i don't mean you readers who even bother to read this. its about a few people in this mess. i hope you don't judge me too...severely)





so here we go,











there's still time to turn back now..

























fine. suit yourself.





should have known this would come at this period of time. typical, if you ask me. it have to happen when i don't need the distraction but here it is. all the same. as all of us know, exams are next week and we all don't want to be aggravated or provoke by some trivial dramas.don't deny it. and helllooo? same here!



first thing first:
# this incident happen by chance (i think)
# God may be testing me at the wrong time for me, right time for God
# i can't blame God so i'm blaming someone else who is directly connected to this
# why the choice of people??
# back to second, its God's choice. it can't seem to be help
# argh!!
# let the y chromosome be Edward and the x chromosome be... Jessica!! (lets not involve Rose. Rose is impossible to be compared with. :) my reverie is catching up i know. moving along..)



edward and i initially had a peaceful day. but i can't see the future and of course i don't see 'it' coming. its add maths lesson and the class is beyond bedlam plus not enough seats for some people to sit in their usual place. (way back. fyi) so the man in charge sits Jess next to Edward. wrong choice. a little awkward but can't say for the side of jess.. elated? guilty? hard to say. edward...ain't comfortable and for me, !@$%^%$#@#$%^&$#@#

to put it in easier sentence just so you guys don't get me wrong, i absolutely HATE sharing.

but at least jess didn't try to chit chat with me throughout the lesson. i think she can feel the menace settling around her. good. if she decided otherwise, hmph!!!!


and just so you know, jess is my friend but its been a while. i guess both of us can't be bother to even ask 'how are things?'. its that bad i know, but i have lesser respect for people in private schools but not that i don't respect them at all.. if they are nice people, i'd be nice but for those snooty ones, like i would give a damn. come on, education is the same in this country. its just the matter of speed and how you want to perform. and to be honest, government schools are heaps more fun and lively than trying to keep up with the riches.


and to put it so, i did ignore jess and sadly.. edward too but it did me good though. i had fun solving questions and even more delirious when i get the correct answers.. ignore me.


clearing up:
jess used to like edward but we don't know about now. so, there goes why i said i can't say on the behalf of jess.

and i'm so not B---- ok? where are you getting at huh?? its just that this situation is so alike to the story and there's no other way for me to describe it.



and jess?


@#$%^&^%$#$%^&*&^%$#$%^&*^%$#$%^#!!!!!