elusive

life sucks now. know why? obviously, everything sucks to the pitt bottom of hell.

this is not a secret to share otherwise it will not posted here that says at the top-all for the world to know. so here goes nothing..
but 1st, i honestly forgot that i have a blog. xp so don't hold your breath for the next post. u might die of insufficient o2. that is if you're still interested to read what my craps have got to say anyway...

(1) don't know about you readers but i felt disoriented lately..the feeling of hoping something is true like the way you want it but then you find out it's totally the other round is getting more unbearable for me... i HATE it!!! arg!!! ROAR!!!!!!!!!! honestly i don't know what are my feelings trying to imply but its implictly confusing. w.t.f??!!! okay...no juicy details here if you're wondering what i'm talking about..but its all for now.sorry... can't elaborate much or i'll jeopardise my water face (pn. ziela : air muka)

(2)i'm trying to do something where no one has a clue yet-excluding my shared DNA member (not sure what she knows..but don't pressure her. u might end up sending a half crazed body back to my house). the frustrating thing here is that i'm stuck and i barely started with it. no solid and convincing ideas and i'm not widely expose to certain things. trying to work on it but i'm a bit slipping in studies..so no can do. for now.. don't know when is this going to end. i need support from friends though...for this thing i'm trying to pursue..and to complicate things more, i can't tell the glory details of what this crap i'm talking about.. *sob* :(

(3)i'm falling for the sky to the earth. about 2 more weeks to setara 2 and guess what? accounts base not really rigid. how on earth am i going to answer the test??!!! my fault also..but gambateh!!! to my friends who are going to sit for the test. not that you guys need it more than i do..at least you guys know what to do and how to.. me? naaaa daaa.. help me para lao gongs and sister-in-laws!!!! wuhuhuhu!!!!

thats all for now...and this is only the simplified version of my like sucks list.
i really hope i don't add anything thing else to this..wish me luck

toodles